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Day Six - In your eyes

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Hi, how have you been? I know, sometimes I just miss you. I want to see you, but I can't because I have some reasons. What is the definition of love? That's you, someone that I really adore. You know, I do not want to know you more. Why? Can I keep this secret to myself only?. I'm extremely sorry for everything I did; I want to save myself, my life, my dreams, my future education, and vice versa.  You know what I meant, right? You are smart, very cool!. That is why I like you so much. God! I hate this feeling, honestly. Okay, let me explain something: This is my love, too. The quote is from Khalil Gibran. Yeah, you know I like writing. I'm crying now. Maybe you are questioning?, Do you worry there? Hahaaa, staying away from things which can make me sad is important.  "When you love, you should not think you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course." Gibran wants to convey that loving means lowering the ego and openin...

Day Four - Without Instagram

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Day 4. Assalamualaikum, gimana nih kabaranya? hari ini saya mau nulis lagi dan aktif ngeblog, by the way saya lagi off instagram dan mau menemukan sesuatu yang baru di dunia nyata, selama ini saya merasa bahwa isntagram terlalu banyak memberikan racun, sepertinya langkah untuk 'digital detox' ini lumayan menantang dan membuat pikiran saya lebih terarah lagi, saya sempat kacau beberapa hari ini, banyak hal yang ditunda-tunda, kemudian tugas kuliah yang semakin menumpuk, ujian akhir dan beberapa agenda akademik dan non-akademik lainnya yang mesti diselsaikan.  Sebelumnya saya buka dulu ya sama quotes favorit:  "Travel and tell no one, live a true love story and tell no one, live happily and tell no one, people ruin beautiful things" - Khalil Gibran.  Quotes di atas tuh punya pesan yang mendalam banget dan reflektif tentang sebuah keheningan sebagai bentuk perlindungan terhadap hal-hal indah dalam hidup. Coba kita paparkan ya: Makna utama: Gibran ngajak kita untuk fokus...

Day One - Reconnecting

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Day 1. Azzahra, as long as you believe, you can do it! Allah knows you. You may feel tired, but Allah helps you. Focus on what you want to do, be kind to everyone you meet, and be patient in facing life. Ya Allah, please help me to reach my dream and memorize your beautiful Qur'an. Please make me stronger every day. Ya Allah, Ya Rabb, please give my parents your Jannah.  Ya Allah, please forgive me, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah. Ya Allah, please protect me from something dangerous outside. Ya Allah, please guide me to choose the best things in the world. Ya Allah, please allow me to meet Rasulullah, his family, and friends in your heaven.  إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا -  sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Bismillah, segala puji bagi Allah yang telah memberikan kesempatan kepada saya untuk menulis di sini. Tentang bagaimana Allah telah begitu banyak memberikan yang terbaik untuk kehidupan saya dan keluarga. Alhamdulillah, semoga selalu dirimu ...

The Unwritten Journey

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Nobody cares, but you, only you. You may not like what your parents want. In my experience, it's hard for me to accept everything my parents desire. I just thought that I didn't like it when my parents told me to do everything they wanted. I mean, my mommy and my dad are actually always supporting me, but my grandma has a different point of view. I have lived with my granny since I was 6. For example: I love science, especially the biology field, but my granny wants me to study English with her reason she told me that English is an international language, and I can do anything if I can speak English well. I have a long story for this, I just do not want to share everything here, because it's my secret, yeah. Now, I am 24, and I'm still studying the English subject. In fact, today I really like English, I don't know why, it just happened to me suddenly. At that time, I had a dream to pursue my studies outside Lampung, but my granny and my parents never allowed me.  ...

A Letter to the Parents of My Future Husband: A Journey of Love and Respect

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Zara di - dua ribu dua puluh lima Kelihatannya gue lebih senang sama 'hal-hal liar', tentu saja dari semua hal: gue sangat menyukai tantangan, dari kecil? ya, begitulah, orang-orang di rumah lebih condong menguji daripada memfasilitasi. Kalau kata bapak: "Nggak ada yang bisa menghalangi teteh untuk melakukan apapun, ketika teteh udah punya keyakinan, teteh pasti kejer itu" Hai, gue buka tulisan ini dalam kondisi sehat wal afiat, di tengah hiruk-pikuk kekacauan di kepala, tepatnya Indonesia-Ku?. Hah!. Sedikit gue paparkan bahwa tidak semua dalam hidup ini layak untuk dinikmati oleh manusia lainnya, kisah gue? ya hanya buat gue saja, ada pembelajaran? mungkin ada, mungkin juga nggak ada sama sekali. Jadi yang gue punya sekarang adalah keyakinan, bahwa keyakinan membawa gue ke banyak tempat, termasuk ke hati gue sendiri. Gue selalu punya jalan sendiri, karena keyakinan itu membentuk gue. Dalam hidup ini ternyata perlu banget untuk bersedih, dan itu harus setiap hari ada...

Transfez sebagai Solusi Praktis untuk Pengiriman Uang Internasional

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  (Dari Galeri Milik Transfez) Dengan Semakin berkembangnya teknologi dan aksesibilitas dalam melakukan transaksi lintas negara, permintaan untuk layanan transfer uang internasional di Indonesia juga mengalami peningkatan yang signifikan. Masyarakat kini mencari solusi yang efisien, aman, dan cepat untuk mengirimkan dana kepada kerabat dan keluarga, melakukan transaksi bisnis, membayar biaya pendidikan, membeli barang dari toko luar negeri, atau memberikan donasi kepada organisasi nirlaba di luar negeri. Layanan transfer uang internasional yang handal menjadi sangat penting untuk memenuhi berbagai kebutuhan tersebut. Meskipun demikian, banyak orang masih menganggap bahwa proses pengiriman uang internasional sering kali rumit, mahal, dan memakan waktu yang cukup lama. Namun, kini hadir transfez, sebuah aplikasi remitansi yang berasal dari Indonesia yang menawarkan solusi praktis untuk melakukan transaksi ke lebih dari 70 negara di seluruh dunia. Dengan transfez, pengguna dapat menik...

The Nepotism of Words - To My Respected Future Husband Part 2

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I begin with my best-loved quote from Virginia Woolf: "No need to hurry, no need to sparkle, no need to be anybody but oneself" .All right, honey. This is the second day of Ramadhan, and happy fasting for you and the readers. Recently,  I found lots of bad news. I opened Instagram, and then yeah, it's very mind-boggling; I talked about our country. Are we in a good situation? As a matter of fact, we want something good to happen; the president has changed, but why do so many problems come? Do you know why? I don't have a fortitude even to answer my question, it seems really horrifying. Meanwhile, the dilemma of education, for example, is that teachers don't get a proper salary. These problems occur because of the poor system of education in our country, all of the people in that organization are educated, brilliant, and unique.  Yeah for sure, everyone cannot be blamed. Perhaps some people used their ascendant in the wrong way. No matter how the masses scream, the...