The Nepotism of Words - To My Respected Future Husband Part 2

I begin with my best-loved quote from Virginia Woolf: "No need to hurry, no need to sparkle, no need to be anybody but oneself".All right, honey. This is the second day of Ramadhan, and happy fasting for you and the readers. Recently,  I found lots of bad news. I opened Instagram, and then yeah, it's very mind-boggling; I talked about our country. Are we in a good situation? As a matter of fact, we want something good to happen; the president has changed, but why do so many problems come? Do you know why? I don't have a fortitude even to answer my question, it seems really horrifying.

Meanwhile, the dilemma of education, for example, is that teachers don't get a proper salary. These problems occur because of the poor system of education in our country, all of the people in that organization are educated, brilliant, and unique. 

Yeah for sure, everyone cannot be blamed. Perhaps some people used their ascendant in the wrong way. No matter how the masses scream, they don't really care about all the troubles. They want to live a life of a well-heeled, happy, and freebie. Don't you think that it's fair? You can answer it willingly.

Today, I'm not going to explain my sorrow, Indonesia's problem. Nope. As usual, I love writing poetry; the corruption of words will begin. Hahaha. I always dedicate this written work to my future husband, who is still in the secret of time. In this part, I only wrote ten poems. 

Let's check it out! You may have questions: Why do I write these? I want to release my up and down emotions. I need to concentrate on producing this draft. Besides that, of course, I'm addicted to you, and If we do not meet in this world, maybe there is an afterlife. Anyway, this poetry is not just about love, it's about optimism, faith, aspiration,n, etc.

I. It sounds silly

In the meantime,

The puzzlement, my time

Come along, sometimes

I contrive, its overtime

        Wanna be yours, timely

        Don't come untimely

        Oh, I need playtime

        Oh, please run betimes!

        So, what are your pastimes?

You and I, lifetimes

In the oftentimes

Like, what do biscuits say?

We're at a good time

II. Ramadhan

When Islam comes,

Muhammad is our envoy

And everything is gradually

By fasting, it shapes patiently

The magic verse: 183 to 185

Explaining the wisdom behind it

Telling its connection to Taqwa

        Specifically,

        Wonderfully,

        It’s enough greatly

III. Take A Shine

Perhaps, this is love___

Keep calm, don't want to leave

Love can take one soul

Love can take you around the heart

Love always lives in a holy heart

We will not forget the love___

Keep in mind that not all love brings happiness

Sometimes, love can destroy everything

Makes you weak and want to end your life___

IV. There's Sorrow

There's Sorrow

The twilight enshrines us

The tree danced

The birds whistle in the lonely

You break my hope

Sick and sad has become a wound

I expect you too much___

I trust you too much___

I love you too much___

And all that excess is not good

I know the best way is to end

V. A Thousand Red Flowers

One day, The garden was filled with flowers

He whispered: Choose one!___

He said: Because you like flowers,

always redolent, magnificent, and liked by many people.

VI. Remember the Old Spot

In that crowded place, we looked at each other

The door of feeling is tightly closed

We walk slowly, up the stairs.

A smile was inflating, we were looking away

We go and end those feelings

We started it happily

Finally, We decide to end, forget each other

And not know each other anew.

VII. Different Directions

Let this feeling flow, don't stop the stream!

I was happy when I started to dive into his heart

He always lives in my heart

He is good at removing my boredom

He was created full of grandeur

All of that is the past

We are excluded by distance

We never know, that distance always raises long

I believe distance will protect my feelings

Distance makes my feelings whole

The separation must make you stronger, brighter, and always energetic.

VIII. Will Never Die

While looking down___

The looked away

Face to face

Pretend you don't know

Sometimes see for a moment

You go, far, very far

Simple for you is luxury for me

The perfect sun accompanies our place

The light became proof of our meeting

Your smile can melt me

Your cold heart is always a strength

Your gentle deeds become the desire of all women

Because you are someone who can show kindness

You will not disappear from my heart

Forever, you are in my world.

IX. Your Strength

The land that I stepped on was lost

Where can I meet you?

The world is so rude to me

They tore apart my great hopes

Now, I have lost my sedative medicine

And you are my perfection

The earth is a place for shelter

The earth is a friend for a broken heart

Although the sky always laughs at

The sky is always proud because it is above

Remember, toughness will always destroy pain.

X. My Soul, Soulmate

When I jumped into the line

Then, I see it's nine

Dear, Can I say I'm fine?

If I couldn't shine

        I fight for something, it's you

        No one knows it's you

        You didn't know, never know

        I want you, no wonder why

        But, for sure I'm too shy

I'm broken inside, deeply concerned

May I sit beside you? extremely frightened

Hope to see you, sweetheart

My lovely great-hearted

My beloved kind-hearted

My sweetie, so sweet

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So, Thank you for reading my work. I hope you guys enjoy it. Naturally, I'll find you, you'll find me, we will collide. Wish you luck with everything, I hope things will turn out fine, darling! this is me Zara, your future wife, Inshaallah. Hehehe.