ZARASOL'S JOURNEY

Day 4. Assalamualaikum, gimana nih kabaranya? hari ini saya mau nulis lagi dan aktif ngeblog, by the way saya lagi off instagram dan mau menemukan sesuatu yang baru di dunia nyata, selama ini saya merasa bahwa isntagram terlalu banyak memberikan racun, sepertinya langkah untuk 'digital detox' ini lumayan menantang dan membuat pikiran saya lebih terarah lagi, saya sempat kacau beberapa hari ini, banyak hal yang ditunda-tunda, kemudian tugas kuliah yang semakin menumpuk, ujian akhir dan beberapa agenda akademik dan non-akademik lainnya yang mesti diselsaikan.  Sebelumnya saya buka dulu ya sama quotes favorit:  "Travel and tell no one, live a true love story and tell no one, live happily and tell no one, people ruin beautiful things" - Khalil Gibran.  Quotes di atas tuh punya pesan yang mendalam banget dan reflektif tentang sebuah keheningan sebagai bentuk perlindungan terhadap hal-hal indah dalam hidup. Coba kita paparkan ya: Makna utama: Gibran ngajak kita untuk fokus...

Day 1. Azzahra, as long as you believe, you can do it! Allah knows you. You may feel tired, but Allah helps you. Focus on what you want to do, be kind to everyone you meet, and be patient in facing life. Ya Allah, please help me to reach my dream and memorize your beautiful Qur'an. Please make me stronger every day. Ya Allah, Ya Rabb, please give my parents your Jannah.  Ya Allah, please forgive me, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah, Astagfirullah. Ya Allah, please protect me from something dangerous outside. Ya Allah, please guide me to choose the best things in the world. Ya Allah, please allow me to meet Rasulullah, his family, and friends in your heaven.  إِنَّ مَعَ ٱلْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا -  sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Bismillah, segala puji bagi Allah yang telah memberikan kesempatan kepada saya untuk menulis di sini. Tentang bagaimana Allah telah begitu banyak memberikan yang terbaik untuk kehidupan saya dan keluarga. Alhamdulillah, semoga selalu dirimu ...

Nobody cares, but you, only you. You may not like what your parents want. In my experience, it's hard for me to accept everything my parents desire. I just thought that I didn't like it when my parents told me to do everything they wanted. I mean, my mommy and my dad are actually always supporting me, but my grandma has a different point of view. I have lived with my granny since I was 6. For example: I love science, especially the biology field, but my granny wants me to study English with her reason she told me that English is an international language, and I can do anything if I can speak English well. I have a long story for this, I just do not want to share everything here, because it's my secret, yeah. Now, I am 24, and I'm still studying the English subject. In fact, today I really like English, I don't know why, it just happened to me suddenly. At that time, I had a dream to pursue my studies outside Lampung, but my granny and my parents never allowed me.  ...