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Ekspedisi diam-diam mencari tujuan bernapas yang bermakna

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  Keberadaan kita yang sendiri ini tidak seharusnya ditangisi. Setelah mendengar lagu Fiersa Besari dan Feby Putri ‘namun boleh kah sekali saja kumenangis?, sebelum kembali membohongi diri’ , nyanyian ini menyadarkan kita semua kalau ternyata mengeluarkan air mata itu sah-sah saja. Ada banyak orang yang menuntut kita untuk melakukan hal-hal luar biasa, hal-hal di luar kebiasaan. Kita ditekan, didorong, dijatuhkan, dan sangat terluka parah. Kita semua merasakan roda perputaran yang tak berdurasi dan waktu terus-menerus berjalan tak berhenti. Terkadang, kita menabrak dinding-dinding tinggi, dibutakan emosi dan berakhir nestapa karena tidak menemukan solusi. Kita hilang ketenangan, hari-hari penuh kegusaran, teman-teman mulai meninggalkan, sedang orang tua harus dibahagiakan. Kenapa kita semua seolah-olah dikejar oleh ‘pernak-pernik duniawi’?, padahal kita semua berpotensi mati dimanapun nanti. Baru saja gue terpikir untuk membuka laptop dan mengerjakan projek menulis blog ini. Tanpa ...

A Letter Of Love For Myself In The Future

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  Saturday Night Challenge  #4Desember2021 People ask you, they said when in the first meeting. A couple of years ago, I asked them the same ‘questions’. Based on my small research it can be concluded: everyone has their own personal privacy. I saw many people do not know how to control their mouth, in fact, something bad happens. I still learn, we have learned how to manage anything related to human feeling, right?. Maybe, we must understand their personal life, I decided to stop asking if the questions aim to hurt. Sometimes, we forget to think before we speak, everything can be worst at a time when we cannot organize what are sentences that we want to tell?. Let me clarify this, no one compares to you dude! I knew, perhaps you still see someone more than you, better than you in many aspects. You only trust Allah, no matter what you think, you hate to live: what is the solution? Die, what do you think? I do believe that you want to struggle in this ruthless life, don’...